sorry that you have found yourself here, but it is definitely the best place for you to be right now.
Some wise folks on this site (I'm not one of them:)still quite a mess myself) will give you a great advice pretty soon.
Just keep reading, breath in and out and take good care of yourself and the kids.
Oh, and check out the MLC forum. It sounds like your WAW is in full blown MLC.
((((((((Hold on!)))))))))
I ask not for a lighter burden, but for broader shoulders ____________________________________________________ M 46 H 45 D 17 M/T 23 Bomb #1 (ILYBNILWY) 12.06 Bomb #2 (OW) 12.07 Bomb #3 (chose OW over M) 9.08