Forgot to mention that I text message my sister...call if u can then accidentally sent to WAW so I had to send another "about times" for my stuff to correct my first text. So, she text a message back and so I had to call to respond.
I said that if rain slacked I would come today to get the horrible reminders out of her hair. I then said that you have to know that most of that stuff I do not want. I'll take it and burn it at my convenience. Desk, chess books, whatever...desk of 5D's is mommas but I do not care about it. I don't have internet so maybe you should just keep her computer for now. She said it is making bad noise. I said yeah it's the fan and only solution is to replace or beat it to get it back on plane.
I did make mention of donating chess stuff but I hate to have someone turn into what I was. She said something that hurt deeply, "most people aren't like that." And she said it with that done and I don't accept that attitude. I said yeah you are right I should just donate it to 5D's school.
I did say that you just don't understand, "I am not that person anymore. I have no desire for that. I am so much happier now. I lost my soul and it destroyed me. Even said on a good day I was irked and a bad day I was just angry. But, the Lord has forgiven me and gives me strength to not be like that again." And she said "good" in a great I am happy for you, but I care manner. Reiterated possible times and I need to go. We basically got off the phone simultaneously.
at least no D-paper talk.
Lord give me the strength, wisdom, and courage to continue the fight. Lord give her the strength to find the wisdom and the courage to see me now. To remove the thorns of evil that are destroying our family and to want the glory of the love at our fingertips.
