Losing it: narcissistic mother ruins my DBing

[stella_k]

I don't keep a journal, Snowmm, writing is a torture for me (dyslexic), but I have a
Photo Booth on my Mac and take a pic once a day. Ihave 226 photos now, which means at least 226 days of survival (Ididn't start right away... pity).

It works for me really well!

Sometimes I go through all of them and renember the days when they were taken,
bad days especially, and I feel better. After all, I'm still here alive and kicking:)

And no, I've never thought of my H as a bad person, I'd rather prefer to think of
myself that way, but there is a catch: precisely because my H is a kind and
decent man, always helping everybody, may be he is not trying to reconnect after all...

ok, that was the last one. From now on I will stay positive!

I don't have a C (couldn't find one here!) but the support one gets on this site is
tremendous, with everyone helping everyone else to succeed!