Jack is right, and that is my downfall in life. Needy, afraid, controlling, victim. When I pick myself up out of that place things work for a while, but being 'alone' with no friends to talk to causes me to fall back into it again.
That's why I fail. That's why my marriage is over.
I know eventually I'll find my way out of this place of fear and doubt and hurt. It's going to take a long time.
