I want you to know that I really appreciate your support as we struggle through these trying times. I know that there are so many others who have more dire sitches than mine and yet I still struggle to make it through each day.
God is showing me that I can be strong and it sounds like he has been showing you the same thing. I have been to the Steinkamp's website a lot lately. Hearing Charlyne's voice in her recorded messages has been a great comfort to me. I would recommend it to anyone who is hurting or feels alone.
I have also found that hearing/reading stories of restored M's has been very encouraging. I need that kind of thing to show me that it IS possible to repair the damage and to get our families back on track.
I have to smile when I think about all the reading I have done in the past month. I haven't read this much since I was in college and I can tell you that I was NEVER this motivated to read back then! LOL. I devour everything I can get my hands on in the hopes that it will shed a little light onto my sitch and help me show my W that I am the guy who will be here for her today tomorrow and for a long time after that! And anything I can do to help ease her pain will be well worth it to me.
I hope that you have a terrific day (as much as we can have one) and that it brings you one step closer to opening the eyes of your H and restoring your M.
Hang in there girl!
-Bryan
Me-45 W-34 T-5 M-3 1/2 s-10 s-12 ILYBNILWY 12/26/07 Sleeping away from home at friend's house(because she says she can't get any sleep otherwise) 1/14/08 1/25/08 We tell kids she is moving out
