I am so sorry that you are having to go through this. It is especially painful when you see what it is doing to your kids and your partner either doesn't see it or doesn't want to see it.
My W is the one who left, but you would think that the anxiety and sadness that my kids are experiencing was my fault. She truly is on another planet right now. I have come to realize that during the toughest time is when she needs me to love her the most.
I know how much you hurt, because my heart is getting scarred every day too. I pray a LOT and continue on. I will be here for her until my last breath. It is what I signed up for. My wedding vows didn't say that I will love and cherish you but only as long as things are good.
In the last couple of months I have learned that my love for my W is deeper and stronger than I ever could have imagined. God has show me that. He has also shown me that I am stronger than I ever believed I could be. I know that I have many more challenges to overcome and I am sure you do as well.
We can do this. We can be the ones who stand strong and work with God to restore our M's. You are doing amazing things! Your H will see it eventually and come back to you and your family. I also believe that God is working on my W too. I haven't seen it, but I believe that he is doing it.
I am continuing to pray for you and your family.
-Bryan
PS-Let me know how your teleboot-camp works out. I have read his stuff and I would love to hear what you think about it after having gone through it.
Me-45 W-34 T-5 M-3 1/2 s-10 s-12 ILYBNILWY 12/26/07 Sleeping away from home at friend's house(because she says she can't get any sleep otherwise) 1/14/08 1/25/08 We tell kids she is moving out
