Hi Kalni and Lizzie...must have been a week for it. I too have hit a point when I think, can I really keep doing this? Was it all a lie, was he ever really in love with me, I cant believe he was else he surely wouldnt have WA without trying. I dont have children to bind me, but then perhaps it makes it so much harder that they WA. I cant see any signs of hope either, but I deserve to be loved, fully and I have alot of love to give.
I dont understand why he left and I wonder if he will ever regret his decision. Your H would surely Kalni, you sound like a lovely caring loving woman, with wonderful kids. He surely wont look back on his life and feel proud of this decision. I'm sorry you are getting to the end of your rope. You are most probably tired. It takes effort to keep the faith and especially when you are doing it alone without their help. Whats the worst that can happen if you "give up" and detach more? Nothing will really change from now. It couldnt get any worse. The only thing that could happen (slim chance?) is that in doing so, he comes to his senses. It hurts though doesnt it, to feel forced to let go of them.
