I 've been "away" for a little while. Trying to figure out what to do next. If I want to keep going or If I'd just quit. Haven't made up my mind yet. I am no good company to be around these days, I am afraid. We are expecting a snowstorm here tonight, I may have to work tommorow. I don't care, whatever... Thanks for stopping by, I will be posting soon, sometime tonight... Take care all
PS There is another song by Sheryl Crow & Sting, "always on your side" It fits my thinking...
I think I know how you feel Kalni. I have been doing a lot of thinking the last week. Trying to figure out if it is worth trying anymore. Trying to figure out if H really ever loved me the way I deserve to be loved. Trying to figure out if the last 20 some years have been a bunch of lies. Maybe our attitudes mean the two of us are finally starting to detach. The problem is every time I think I'm starting to detach, H does something that makes me think there is hope.
