I don't know what to say other than I feel exactly the same way. I don't know what changed, where I supposedly failed, and I don't like the person he is now. And I seriously wonder whether he'll ever be the guy I remember. And then I wonder WTF I'm bothering to wait around for. The sweet, dependable, honest, relaxed, wonderful guy that I knew for so many years is completely AWOL. And I wonder how much of it is his depression and how much of it was his experiences in Iraq, and whether he can go back to how he was, the guy I fell in love with.
Considering my mood today, I'm in no position to try and cheer you up. So just ignore me.
Michelle - Proud DR Rockette S: 28JUL07, D'd: 29OCT09 http://tinyurl.com/27j9qo2