have been searching this BB for ANSWERs. and i still love my h-still wish he woudl come home. BUT THIS is not about that..the entire journey I truly understand..it is about finding ME AGAIN. i hope you do to.
Amen.
C, I know too that I used to avoid anyone who wanted to tell me that there was happiness even when separated or (gasp) divorced. I was constantly looking for someone who "made" it and was reunited. But guess what? If the hard work (like you're doing now) wasn't done by those people, I sooner or later saw them right back here.
Work on loving yourself right now. The rest of your life will begin to fall in place after that.
Oh, and by the way, don't ever refer to yourself as a loser. Mer and I don't hang out with losers! (Well, maybe Mer does....)
