H called again today, didnt answer my phone or call him back. Left a message that he misses us both and again said he is going to go see someone to help him with this mess. H said "i'm getting bette I can feel it inside" What the hell does that mean? Instead of talking about changing and talking about leaving..here's an idea just do it!! I am so frustrated with this whole mess I dont know where to begin.

H says he is going to a family get together tomorrow. We will see if he really goes. Has been avoiding everyone but his dad since this started. I want to believe what he is telling me is the truth but he has given me no reason to believe him.