This rollercoaster really sucks. Yesterday even though I was on the up I knew there would be a dip. She brought it up again, need to stop responding. I am very calm about all this still.
Oh yeah - Every time I think I'm used to it, it goes crazy on me. Every time it gets bad, I think it's going to stay bad, but it doesn't. On the flip side, every time it gets good, that doesn't last too long either.
I just shut my eyes when we go round a crazy bend and come out the other side upside down
