i am on just quick tonight but DANG IT...i am realizing that i have to do things for just me and that is so stinkin' new to me.

i go see my c tomorrow---more then.

thank you
and if anyone else is reading this post...please here me

i have been searching this BB for ANSWERs. and i still love my h-still wish he woudl come home. BUT THIS is not about that..the entire journey I truly understand..it is about finding ME AGAIN. i hope you do to.

M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again