Ok, I came across some emails that my H sent me when he was in Iraq. I can totally tell that he has been a different person since he got back.
He was so sweet. He wrote me everyday and every email says how much he misses me and that he love me more than I could ever know. He says how lucky he is to be married to such a wonderful person that cares and supports him like I do. Where did things go wrong???? It just wasn't that long ago.
He is such a different person and I really don't like the person he has become. I miss him so much. Maybe it was a bad idea to read those but it has gotten me very down about the situation. It has really reminded me of the person that I fell in love with and I don't know if he can ever be that person again.
