oh beauty... I know how hard this must be for you.. especially with two young kids..When is your S's bday?? My son just turned two in Nov.. hes a little gem!

They are the love of my life, and your kids are yours. Not that they replace H, but focus on them, and try doing something nice for yourself.. anything, something that makes you feel good, I know you are limited as I am to even get a moment by yourself, but try even if its for an hour..

(((hugs)))

me: 37
H: 44
Married for 18 years this june
S7
S3
porn issues, and much more... since 7/06

Happiness can be found, even in the darkest of times, if one only remembers to turn on the light.