Ok,...i tried this last week, but got all jumbled up...

I have posted my sitch on here before but dont know how to link..but to make a long story short..I have been S for about 18 months now, but just cant seem to 100% pull away from W. I am very close and have been on the brink, but something pulls me back a bit....dont know if its God or what..

I have watched my W date about 3 guys or so during this S...all of them have ended...the most recent today..now I have only in the last 2 weeks LRT-ed her and she has gotten a little upset with me..oh well, right?

I have done the wrong things for so long that seemed right...and I know DR says try something that u think wont work..does this seem right by not answering her calls?

Like I said, I have for the most part finally after almost two years GAL. I dont date, but dont wish to. I feel I have to make myself happy alone before I can even entertain any other woman.

I have my kids whenever I want, and we are cordial with each other..she wants us to be good friends..but she is still so stuck in what our past was like, she wont even entertain the prospect that I am a different man than I was.

I can fill in any blanks you have. Some advice and/or encouragement would be most helpful. Thanks.