Yes TGIF!! Work hasn't been as bad this week so I feel like I can enjoy my weekend a little more.

I have said this before, but I just don't know how to believe him when he says that it was never physical. He tells me that he always thought of her as a guy friend. I know that she had feelings for him from some text messages I saw from her. Even just thinking about them right now makes my blood pressure raise. In his responses to her the feelings never seemed reciprocated....but he had this obsession with her that I just don't understand.

I just don't know where all of these thoughts about OW are coming from lately. I really thought I had let it go. Hell, they couldn't even see each other if they wanted to. Neither one of them has any money! I just feel like there is still secrecy. I don't have any proof of this...I just feel it. I couldn't have proof unless I snooped...but I am not supposed to do that...so how do you ever really know if it is over?? Do you just believe them? I can't just believe him since that trust has been broken.


Kris