kiki-
IMO, he is using the "I can't afford the D" as an excuse. Am I stating the obvious here? He is having doubts about the D but can't tell you that so he has to make up an excuse. If he really wanted to the D, he would find a way to go forward with it.

Did you have the depo today or did it get called off?

Interesting stuff! You seem like you are handling it all so well. Keep us posted.

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