Michael has a great point. You have come A LONG WAY. We've all seen that. I seem to remember a point in your sitch where you said you were done, finished. You're doing great, really you are! You can do this. And it sounds like your H is coming around too. Slowly, but he's coming around.
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day