Last night (V day) was nice. I did not get her anything, no flowers, no candy. She got me a piece of choc & peanut butter shaped like a heart. I wished her a happy V day but no kiss or hug. She made us all Filet Mignon and it was great. There was no fighting, argueing, R talk, D talk. She tested me a few times but I did not let it rattle me. We then went to S12's basketball game together. I purposly did not sit by her to give her some space. I was already sitting and she did not come to sit by me but chose to sit with the girls. At half time she asked me why i was not sitting by her and i just said i didn't see any seats there and I was enjoying the company that I was with. She was texting almost the whole time. BTW: there was a picture of the OM/ER in the paper for he is a realtor in town. This is the first time I had seen a picture of him. UGLY!!!! It did not bother me at all until I woke this morn and thought about how she could think of leaving her family for this BOZO. She must have known that the picture was in the paper for she came in my room and asked for the paper late last night. She never reads at night. I talked to a psycologist that rents space from me last night for about one hour and she had some very incouraging things to say.
W is a child. That I will get through this and feel better soon. I will find someone else that will enjoy my company W may be drinking to much W is having a tough time making decisions W may have check out already and if she did I must work on accepting that. She wants to talk to wife. 90% of the time the LBS is happier then the WAW.
I feel good today.
BTW: W also lost her Mom this month.
Things are quite and mellow on the home front. I wonder if she is going to announce that she is going out tonight. I hope not but will hold the door for her.
I went out and bought myself a 42" HDTV for being such a good boy.
