Ok, I admit it, I have been a bad person.

Noticed this morning that W was avoiding any contact in bed, jumping back like she had been shocked if she brushed up against my leg etc. Moved myself into the middle of the bed and watched as she balanced on the edge of the bed for a bit. When the alarm went off I asked W to snuggle, got a "I don't want to" so I told W "but I do" and snuggled her anyway. Didn't get pushed away or shouted at though.

When it was time for me to go to work I went to get my goodbye kiss, W had just gotten out the shower, so I got my kiss and grabbed her butt briefly. Also didn't get shouted at, yay me. At least this dude got to have a naked woman in his hands today, even if it was only for a second. ;\)

Didn't get W anything for V day, if she isn't even saying goodnight to me I don't think she should expect it either. Car went in for a service today, mega money to get it roadworthied Oh well, its an old car and its paid off now. Just works out at another 3 months of payments really...

W really is doing the teenager thing though, found out she was driving 160km/h (100mph) back from visiting her friend in another city. Can't wait for the tickets *sigh* Really irresponsible, good thing the kids were in school and not with her. Also heard from a friend that stopping Prozac can sometimes result in the person becoming promiscuous, guess it kept their compulsions in check and when it goes...

Been working on a basic budget, if I get primary custody of the kids and the alimoney isn't too bad (yeah, right) then life should be ok. W will not be ok, hasn't started trying to find a real job again and the alimoney will never be enough to live on. Add to that the fact that W has proven that she can earn a decent salary and the courts will base alimoney on her achievable income...

Me: 35
W: 34
S8 & S5
M: 11
IDLY: 08/2007

"Freedom's just another word for nothing left to lose" - Janis Joplin, Me and Bobby McGee

"Life is not about waiting for the storm to pass, it is about dancing in the rain!"