Hugs Mishka! I know this is a really tough day. It's all about flowers, candy, dining out and of course love. All that we wanted, dreamed and hoped from our marriages.

I am sure your h is thinking of you. How could he not after 18 years. He just can't be there for you now, doesn't mean he can't in the future.

Put your focus on S and God, he needs you to be strong now. I know it's not easy. Your S will understand the crying. My kids always tell me "sorry mommy". All I can say is at least they are still in my life. I don't know what I would do without them.


Me 50
H 42
S 22
S 9
D 7
M 12
T 17
H moved out 8/2006
H moved home 1/2007 for 3 weeks
H moved home 5/2011 for good

"Learn from yesterday ~ Live for today ~ And hope for tomorrow"