H came home from work and tossed the spa package at me.
My first thought was that he gave it to me instead of her to shut me up.
Then I opened it and it was signed in gold pen for me.
Wow! big foot in mouth.
I feel like an idiot.
Rightly so but really what was I to think. His past record kind of says something.
I appologized for the morning and I asked him if he could tell me that I could completely trust him I would. thus believing things as I see them and trust him.
He couldn't say it. Guess it might get ugly
He said he knew it was going to be a bad day for me and got me this.
On top of it all he is sick and feels like crap.
We talked or rather I talked and he raised his voice.
He left to get the trailer to start packing closing date is March 16, and came back 1 hr later.
We talked some more and it was ok until the lawyers and financial situaion came up.
I tried to remain calm but he kept going in the same direction.
Well that went on for a short while and zip it....that was it.
He went in his bed and I made some homemade chicken noodle soup and brought him some with crackers and bread.
He said I don't want you to do that.
I know, I don't want anything in return and kissed his head and said thanks.( for the spa package)
You're welcome.
What a day!
Tommorrow should be another one.... Lawyer and money.
I want this to be overwith so I can move on.
E
"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"
