First time in 18 years I haven't taken my sweetie out for Valentine's day.
I'm pretty hollow inside today.
Asked her to go out on Valentine's day. She said she would have dinner with me, but not for Valentine's day. She said she was surprised I would ask. And she said I obviously am not aware of our how dire our situation is (she still wants me to move out).
Felt kind of foolish for asking her.
I had ordered some flowers for to be delivered to her on Valentine's day. Then I cancelled the order last night.
And, strange enough...the last thing I want to hear is, "I'm sorry Theoden."
