Well, I will probably call him after work. ...Problem is that maybe I am afraid of that rejection too. Although, Friday night he did tell me to please quit worrying about bugging him and that I could call him anytime I want.
I am thinking maybe the reason that he doesn't call me is because he thinks I have this new life (which I guess I kind of do) and he doesn't want to interrupt me. I think he doesn't want to assume that I would want to do something with him. I also think a part of him doesn't feel he deserves to be forgiven. I know that throughout our whole relationship he has felt inferior to me. I think that is why he was embarrassed to tell me that he got the job waiting tables. He wants to impress me and make me proud. The thing is that I don't really care what he does, I just want him to be happy.
