Meredith you truly have walked my shoes!

Logic girl here thinks everything should add up - and this walk does NOT give me this.

Ok the worst thing that could happen if I go dark...
I will miss him even more.
He will forget about me.
The hurt will remain and I will "loose" yet again.
He will think that I would NEVER take him back.

If I go dark what will keep me busy?
That there in lay problem numero uno...dont know

Cheeseless tunnel..??? more please...


M-20 years/BOMB 12/24/06
Moved out 3/12/07
D final 7/30/2008
finding myself again