Please help me!! My wife wants out!

[steve477]

Quite good tonight. We watch tv, did not talk about R. Talked a bit about religion.
My Ws religion is very important to her. She tried to get me to become active last year, but I was very skeptical of all religions. I asked alot of questions, as is my character. After about a month I gave up.

Now since this crisis started I have turned to praying and found great comfort. I told her today, that whatever happens I want our child to be brought up in this religion. (not the same as my families religion, or even my countrys for that matter).
I truly mean this. She said that she is sad that it too me so long to realise the benifits of praying, and she is woried that if I get more confident i may drop the religion again. I told her that because (personal reason) I wont stop with this, and I would have suggested raising our child like this if I thought there was any chance I would quit.
She again said she was sad i couldnt realise sooner. I told her that I was going to say a postiive thing and it was allowed because it was Valentines Day.. I said that I believed in my heart that at least it wasnt TOO late. I then left the room to wash the dishes. She called me back and said I cant just say something like that and walk away. I told her I thought she might need a minute, and anyway I was a little afraid of her reply. She said that she just doesnt know. (baby step) Which is a whole lot better than the big S or D word!
I am getting better at the goodnight part of the night as well, I used to follow her into her　(our) room for a last chat and goodnight. Now I just say goodnight at the door. I asked for a Valentines Hug, and she said if she has too (kind of good naturedly) and we hugged. I was a nice hug, tighter than for a while. (no patting on my back either lol)

A baby step forward, and considering how angry I was this morning, that is quite an acheivement!

Cheers

Steve