Ali,
If he had passed away and was gone forever, what would you be doing right now? (Besides grieving, of course)

He would not be there to give you feedback on your efforts or to show you signs of hope or encouragement as you try to move on with your life.

I think you have to focus on you, for you alone. And...if he happens to look in on you, he may like what he sees, and question his decisions.

((((((Ali))))))))

Hang tough.

Bomb


Me: 51
W: 50
M 24 yrs
EA: since Apr 06
S22, S26, S28
ILYBNILWY:Nov 07

"It's only after we've lost everything that we're free to do anything." Tyler Durden