Have you seen the reality show about the matchmaker for millionaires? You would be great at something like that. Maybe matchmaking for people coming out of SSMs. OR Have you heard of "cuddle parties"? These are non-sexual touch orgy events since folks are so touch starved. How about hosting the same thing but with a more sexual edge - naked twister, jello wrestling, strip poker and so forth....... You could be an entrepreneur while working on your memoirs. Perfect.
I know you mean well but this suggestion makes me think that I must be doing a poor job of expressing the "real" me on this forum. I would be horrified to find myself doing anything like that for a living. I was even appalled by Corri's suggestion that I write a book about my zoo theory. There is no drug made by God or man that would make me able to deal with the possibility of experiencing my 15 minutes of fame for something like that.
The reason that I always talk about the sexual marketplace is that I am trying to get over being completely skeevy about the ways in which sex and money intersect. There's this terrible calculation that goes on in my head that goes something like: I feel loved when I get physical touch (sexual or affectionate). Men want to physically touch me when I look attractive. I look attractive when I spend $50 on a good bra and spend an hour I could be working primping for a date. Therefore, I might as well skip the middle steps and just hand some gigolo a wad of cash. Except that's not really true. Still I can't work out why it's psychologically true that there is no such thing as P.O.C. yet I have to enforce price controls and add value to my own P.O.P. in order to be in compliance with cultural conventions.
"Tell me, what is it you plan to do with your one wild and precious life?" - Mary Oliver
