I know it doesn't sound like someone who wants a divorce. I think he thinks if we get a divorce everything all the things he doesn't want to face will go away. Who knows. I don't have all the anxiety that I used to get and just letting it roll now. Trying to be positive about things. He actually told me that I was the one that is positive and he has the anxiety now. WHat is funny out divorce isn't a cut throat deal. I won't let that happen we have to be involved into much business and with the boys. He doesn't either. So who knows if we can't be married we might be friends. He treats me better now. Go Figure!! I think I'm in a soap opera!!!! No wonder I like margaritas!!!!!
