Finding Supermom - #4

[JennyF]

I am REALLY procrastinating.
I have to fill out my Financial Statements and get them to my lawyer and I am avoiding it like the plague. I'm on page 7 of 22 and I HATE IT!

I find myself so focus on H again right now. My prayers are back to focusing on H and God planting that seed of doubt in his head.

I'm going to pretend that I'm offering advice to someone else...I always seem to be more objective when speaking to others...bare with me...this may sound a little weird.

JennyF,
Just sit down and fill out the forms. You'll feel better once they're done and off your plate. If nothing else, it will show your H that you're not standing in the way of his happiness and that you're doing what you have to do to take care of yourself and your children. Remember, the sooner you do this the sooner he can move onto to realize that the answers are NOT there in this new life he wants.
I understand it is hard to do, but sometimes it's just hard HAVING something to do. Once it's done, you won't have to think about it anymore. The longer you put it off, the more it will weigh on your mind. JUST DO IT.

And as for the prayers...don't stop praying for your H, just make sure you keep praying for yourself too.
You're doing better than you're giving yourself credit for.
Hang in there!!
((((HUGS))))
J~

How was that?? LOL!
I think I really may be going crazy because I'm now talking to myself!!! LOL.
J~