Sue, I heard this song this morning and thought about you, and that you said you were trying to come up with a new title for your thread. I hadn't heard this song in awhile, but certainly the lyrics hit home in a new way. I know many here can relate!
Pat Benatar: Treat Me Right
You want me to leave, you want me to stay You ask me to come back, you turn and walk away You wanna be lovers, and you wanna be friends I'm losing my patience, you're nearing the end One of these days you're gonna reach out and find The one that you count on has left you behind Don't want to be no martyr, with no one, no say Oh my, my baby, before it's too late
Treat me right Treat me right Open your eyes, maybe you'll see the light...
Thanks for the song! I just might have to use that one.
Pretty quiet couple of days for me. I haven't been doing much of anything around the house with D3 gone and it's felt great! I should be organizing and getting a bunch of things done. I've been really tired lately, possibly from my AD's. I just went back on them and I think it's taking me a little while to get used to them. Being drowsy at work hasn't helped my motivation here much either although I've gotten a decent amount of work done.
H and I had dinner together last night at home and things were more normal than they've been in a while. He'd planned to go workout last night, but after dinner he crashed. I watched tv for a little while & then fell asleep myself. H asked me again about going out to dinner on Friday night. He's also been calling me at work more often. I think he's missing D3 just as much as I am. He does talk to her almost every day.
Well, not much else to report.
Hope everyone else is doing well.
SueS
Last edited by SueS; 02/13/0808:33 PM.
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
Just a little journaling........ Pretty quiet night again. I did a few things around the house and just relaxed a bit. H worked until 9:00 and got home around 10:00. He was friendly and offered to get up this morning and make me breakfast. H left to work out, getting home around 1:15....yes, am. I woke up and in a haze asked if he just got home. He, of course, fumbled for words and said yes, he'd been working out! No breakfast this morning, as H fell asleep on the couch watching tv very late.
Decent day today. I feel good about myself today. I'm dressed nice, I smell nice, a good hair day...etc.! I joked with a friend yesterday when she asked what I was going to do today.....I said, medicate myself heavily!! Despite the fact that it's Valentine's Day, I'm determined to have a good day! I do, afterall, have a wonderful love in my life....D3. I miss her like crazy, but I know I'll get to hear the words "I love you mommy" today and that will make things better. Just a few more days until I go to pick her up.
Have a great day/evening everyone.
-SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
Happy Valentine's Day Sue!! You sound like you have got your groove on today...all cute and together for work. Act like you had a great day when you got home too.
Do you think they are still seeing each other? When's the last time you talked with OW's H? If you don't want to know/don't care, I totally understand you not calling him.
Well, thanks to my snooping, which I know I shouldn't do, I do know that they are still seeing each other. YUCK!! I haven't talked to OW's H in probably about 3-4 weeks. I've thought about calling him lately just to see how he's hanging on. I try desperately not to get any hopes up, but small questions creep into my mind about why H has done some of the things he's done for me the past few weeks and asking to take me to dinner tomorrow night. Like I said, hopes are not getting up though.
Back to work!
SueS
ME: 42, H: 42, D6 Together: 18 yrs. Married: 15 yrs. Attended Retrouvaille - December 2009 Status: Working on it day by day
