Should I text a happy VD wish?

[whitneypinch]

Thanks everyone. As everyone on OC is feeling today....it's my first VD without WAW an I am torn to pieces. Not even a VD wish from her at all.
Just like everyone with a WAW..I just don't get it. I completly understan why she left but I just can't accept why all my cahnges to spark anything with her at all. I have become the man that she always wanted. Even her friends ar saying to me now that they jut don't get it. I read all the OC posts and have the DR so I know all of it. But like many I just can't seem to understand what she is feeling. When I am with my 2 little kids 3 days a week, I look at them and say to myself why are we not a family. I don't understand how see can't feel the same way.
Life marches on.