thank you all so much. I am 29 H is 31 OW is 24! He is asking to see the baby but only when it's good for him. Says he misses him terribly but supports me being gone. Imagine that. His life over there is a totatly fantansy and I know that but still want it to end. I know I have the means to support My son and myself I am an RN but currently work very little. It's so overwhelming I dont knwo where to start to pick the pieces back up. It's been two months and I dont think I have made much progress. I have been trying but everytime I think i'm doing well I find out something new and take 100 steps backwards. Any suggests or just comments are always appreciated. I feel like he just walked away without looking back and found a new W and another kid, we have been completely replaced.