Early morning and I need to take the day off...

Started the day with a bang. \:\(

Gave kids a bag of hersehy's kisses and a card and gave H a bag of kisses.

Said to H that 28 years ago today was our first date. He looked and said "E" "the deal went through on the house"

E " good for you,(really sincere too) when do you get to move in"

H when the deal closes...at the end of the month

E be honest with me, is there anyone else.

(He bought her a 120 spa package I've never gotten anything like that)

H He said it doesnt matter. I disagree yes it does because you are living here and living a lie. You are using me and thats a lie.

E Then he asks what's wrong with me????????

H He says I told you it was over.


E Yes I know it's over and I have been nothing but nice to you. Why do you have to keep using me? You need to leave.

H Leave me alone, I'll leave when things are final.

E You're living a double life please get out.

He goes to work and calls me.

H Leave me the f--k alone! Quit asking me questions.

E Please leave before the month is up. I want this done.

H I will not disrupt my life until it is closed.

(Imagine I'm disrupting his life!!!!! )

He calls again

Listen H I'm tired of this....

this marriage was over when you flirted at work and they sent you notes and you kept them,

this marriage was over when you were making love to me and you said "I flirt with a lot of women"WTF

this marriage was over when when we went to visit your "friend" and you two wew in the ktchen saying I love you, no I love you, no I love you and me and her boyfriend heard this

Please stop doing this to me.

I can't imagine there are any trustworthy men out there...
I trusted once and look what happened.




"Sometimes in the winds of change, we find our true direction"

Being the calmness in the storm......