Bit sad this morning. Dont know why she bothered to buy a card. She has made it clear that there is no feeling in it I think. Wrote down my name, instead of my petname. I wrote about the fact that even though times are tough she had given me the best times of my life, and no matter what happens I will be there to support my family, both finacially and emotionally. (I went on a bit, bit she smiled and said thank you after) She said `have a lovely day` the kind of generic thing you write to anyone you dont know very well. Oh well. Got to take the body blow and roll with it. I kept a smile on my face until she had gone. Then my emotioned dropped a bit. Dont know what I was expecting, probably this to be honest, but still doesnt make it nice.
I know alot of you out there will think I am lucky to even get a card, and I dont mean to sound insensitive by all my complaining. But no card might have made me feel better than that. At least it said `to my husband` on the front.
Hers to the OM was a little more lovely on the front, but still just a friendly message inside (albeit longer and more personal than mine). She didnt write `love from` on his, but did on mine, but she has already countered that by telling me she was just being polite.
Get my PMA back into place by tonight and resume normal service.
I wrote my W a letter yesterday, one of those letters that i will never give her. I might write it down here. It is about my feelings about her and OM.
She has stopped watching desparate housewifes with me now, prefering by herself, as some of the storylines are a little too close to home! lol! Cheer
Steve
Me 27 W 30 M 2yrs/ T 5yrs Expecting our first child Sept 08 warning bomb (has feelings for someone) 21/12/08 I found out about OM (by snooping) 14/1/08 Living together.
