All I can hold on to is myself, kids and this site

[BEAUTYandWAH]

H confirmed me that he will be going to see OW end of this month. Trip fee will be paid by OW.

I asked for divorce and told him "Do the right thing". I didn't want him to go when he is still married. He doesn't get it and said he nor I do not have money for divorce.

After he told me about the trip, he sent me a text
" i am not trying to disrespect or anything.. but I have to move forward in my life"

I text him back in a few minute...

" i would like to do the same thing, sounds like u think i want to be with you but i am no longer interested in beig with you after I get treated crap, ignored my feelings etc. so pleeeese realize u are not my idal person and i definatly don't want to be with someone who make girl and parents pay for everything"

So, he is very angry for calling him looser. I told him that it is my opinion and how I really feel. He says he is trying to reach his goal and he will make 60k after graduate school and he will help me and kids financially then.

Yes!! my H will help me SOMEDAY. Ohh dear, my H thinks I am stupid or something. Who the hell believe WAH to support me 4 years from now??? until then, he wants me to support his as*? and thinks it is okay to ask me, parents, sisters, OW for money??

I am sooo ready to call OW and let her know I am so done with him and "be ready, he is messed up."

I will keep working on myself and be confident life without crazy H. I really hope someday he will be a role model for my children. Until then, I will be only one for my kids...

Beauty