No Expectations 4

[peacetoday]

I like the book
he was gone 2 years
he answers many questions about what our H might be feeling thinking and their R with OW
this is a bible ministry so it is highly religious.
wife was following her heart walking with a close R with God

H here tonight
we had nice friendly interaction
h talk ed about his work- same stuff new day
s6 left my cll phone in H carso
he has to walk out to get it
doent want me in his car
he obiously thinks i was born yesterday

so all was fine i left he put s 6 to bed and watched tv with D12
and it was easy for me today
no expectations no disappointments
THEN
again D 12
tells me this
they went to store
she asked H to buy me a valentines day balloon
agin he sayus I dont love Mommy anymore
and he wont buy balloon
then i guess she pushed issue asking if he was coming home
he said he isno never coming home
she got scared I guess and asked if he was going to marry someone or leave her
he said no he will never remarry
and he will always come here to visit her
so hard to keep hearing this everyday he comes thru D12
I told D to stop asking him if he is coming back
boy he has so hurt us all
damage is unbelievable
and in his heart he is still done
still looks depressed and tired
peace