I need some legal help....

[enlightenbylife]

You kow when the counceller said that my H was dead , she was so right . He is......

I see him cry and I think it means something...but does it?

To me I'm thinking he is on the same emotions as me in that he is hurting but then what comes out next...is crazy talk

He is no where near where I am.

He has remained on the same plane now for a year with no chance for any hope for me.

That is why I feel so empty and afraid, for him and for me and for us.

You're right, it really doesn't matter who he spends his money on because it's not me and that's what matters.

That's why we have lawyers I guess. I hate that it has come to this.

I'm such a romantic and had/have such high hopes for this life.

So much time/love/memories invested.

I see myself in two years holding my H..sad isn't it?

When I was young my self esteem was battered along with my physical self. I came out of that only because I had to distance myself fom that little girl. It was the onlt way I had to get through it.

When I hit 30 I had an awakening...it hit me really hard the the little girl never got to experience life as a child and at 30 I mourned her loss.

That was very hard but now I love that litte girl because she surrvived and so here I am.

Stronger for the battle but tired of the trip.

And here I am again, in another battle that is taking it's toll.

I'm sorry for the long post, I guess I'm battle weary.

Thanks ((((Grace))))

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