Had to take a moment to pat myself on the back.

Had to go by the house and pick something up, my bed.. I went when w wasn't there and I held it together the whole time I was in the house, haven't done that before, usually lose it and start to get emotional the minute I walk in the back door.

But I handled it, kept repeating to myself to be strong... And I did.

A baby step indeed, but it was a step...