I tried an 180 today. I usually don't put any music on the steeo. It's not that I don't love music. Today I put on 3 CDs that I enjoy. H came home with D and was a little surprised to hear music put on by me...H loves to listen to music and his iPod is like an apendage.
He'll be back soon to pick up some more clothes. Hopefully he won't take off too fast.
He thinks we'll be better as friends and I know I can rely on him when I need him. I know he has a lot of regrets as do I. I have no hard feeling for him and I forgive him and myself for our faults. I hope he will eventually see what he'll be missing.
Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*
