thanks hon))) feeling a bit better, it does sting to think of that stupid card (I know I know, in the big scheme of things it shouldnt' matter) It was just such a nicely done pencil drawing of her inside a heart with all her pets around her, hurts to think that after all that happened (her being a whore, threatening our children and calling them miserable, threatening his job, etc etc) he still has feelings for her. I guess it is sort of like me, despite what he's done to me I still love him. SIGH, pushing those fruitless thoughts out of the way... Yes, he is allowed to have those feelings, it just hurts to think about it.
Be not afraid...I will repay you for the years the locusts have eaten Joel2
30something 2kids survivor of S, MLC, A, D I have peace in my heart, at last.