So H comes to say hi today with the news that he has 2 potential apartments to rent. I told him to go and I hoped that he'd get his stuff out of here soon. He was a bit taken aback. I told him that although I didn't want the D that maybe it was best for him to move out.

Then I sunk into the "but why" crap! I was doing so well for about 20 minutes. I tried not to make him feel guilty but I don't think I succeeded. I'm worked up and can't seem to settle down. I feel like I'm going crazy.

Jen


Jen *The more anger towards the past you carry in your heart, the less capable you are of loving in the present*

The end of the DB road