I spoke with L yesterday. He said that I need to hire a P.I. to have proof of the A. I probably won't get much alimony and if I do it won't be for long. 20 yrs I've been with this man. Our S's and I did without him to further his career and OW gets the rewards! SKANK!! IT'S NOT FAIR!! H is even fixing up the place she lives (which I believe belongs to her XH) with our money!!
H & I are selling our investment property at the end of this month. H will have extra cash to file for D at that time. I hope he doesn't but I think he will. I think OW is encouraging him.
L told me to start rat-holeing money now because I probably won't get any from the D. I really don't want to do this. I feel like it's dishonest. What do I do?
H is rushing back to our home state so he can spend Valentine's Day with OW. It hurts so bad. He has thrown away our M and our family for what? A younger woman!? Some days the anger is so strong. Other days I can handle the sitch better.
I've been working on me. I've been praying a lot. Trying to act like life is great for me. Some days I even believe it. But, all I want is H to come home and tell me that he's sorry for all the pain he's caused and that he is in love with me. I guess with Valentine's Day being tomorrow and my 20th anniv. in 2 weeks I'm feeling REALLY REALLY depressed. I even started crying Monday when I was working out!
