I know I'm not a horrid human being, but I was really made to feel that way. Totally inadequate with no ability to satisfy her in any way
Rejection is a double edged swoard. If appeasement does not work then do your own rejecting. (not legally). Set the standard, Make it known, and hold them to it. The ultimate is going dark but there are shades of grey.
Prior with communicating in any for lay out a clear objective in mind. Give them a peek of the slash and burn method. As you know recruits are tested to gage their reactions. Lines are probed to find the soft spots. If one tatic does not work why continue that tatic?
AG speaks well of Michelle who upon your return probably will supply you with a treasure trove of tatics.
I got the same beat from X, job, and family and I resolved never to show one ounce of compassion toward my X last year after cooly analyzing my involvement and her's.
It is not resentment but my x simply does not rate compassion. She slashed and burned my family and then plugged in a sheep she though would just replace me in D13s eyes. All the plans of mice and Xs.
Now when discussing matters about D13 I do not get BS but a discussion of the issues. I immediately question her when I see the bulls getting ready to poop.
"All I want is a weeks pay for a day's work" Steve Martin
