You are doing great. You have to tell yourself that you are going through a very difficult time that may not end soon. I had the same exact experience at the MC on Monday where W told MC and I it was over. I almost died, cried all night. I feel for you. Crying is good, it's like a good work out it feels good wjen you are done. I am in the same house with my W but just moved to the guest room Sunday. That has made a big difference in my sleep. Also you should be on some med's if you are crying all the time, it makes a big difference in how you function during the day. It's so hard to hear that it is over but i am not giving up yet. I am going heavily into detaching and last resort mode. I know I gave it my best and I know that I will feel better soon, the good lord willing if he says I may! Hang in there believe it or not you are doing great!
