Ok, thanks girls. I AM learning. I guess I just get soooo frustrated sometimes.
Hey, We are all still learning. I know I feel as if I learn something new everyday in regards to all of this. The one thing I have learned and it gets me through is that I never waivered on my love for my H. I never strayed from the marriage. It does not matter what he thinks, I know the truth and I know that if we do not work out I will be ok. I will move on and have a very happy life because I am a good person.
Out of everything I have done I am greatful that I have taken the time to figure out what he was going through.
Keep your head up. I know this is easier said than done. Have fun and do things for you. One of the things that I have found serenity in is my friends. We are actually having a girls day on Saturday. We have been doing this on the weekends that I do not have my kids and it is so much fun.
You are in my thoughts and prayers.
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H has always been able to manipulate me, I believe. I just couldn't see it.
He would be nice and loving and that would shut me up.
Almost everything you write sounds just like me and my H. It is so weird how similar they all are. This past weekend was a turning point for me. I actually am able to say he is not going to do this to me anymore.
Bomb 3/31/2007 Moved out 04/22/2007 Moved back in 06/11/2007 Wants to stay and try 09/04/2007
