W not angry any more and wants to work on the M

[Lanzo]

Not much happening at the moment so I'll journal for a bit. W and I seem to be getting on and settling into a normal family routine (not sure if I'm happy about that, are we drifting or piecing) she seems ok as long as I'm not smothering her or chasing affection or seeking R talk.

W has complained that I spend too much time on the computer and not enough with her, so I've backed off on the computer and she has my full attention. But now she is bringing stuff home from work and leaves me to my own devices. (Charming !!)

We go to bed at the same time and have a cuddle together. Last couple of nights I've had my hand inside her Tshirt, but there seems to be a time limit on how long she'll let me leave it there before she'll roll herself out of range. Last night I just thought I'd leave her alone but she woke me out of a partial sleep to say good night, then she asked me to rub the small of her back cos she said it was aching. I had to pull her pants down and reveal a good portion of her ass which I massaged and managed to put her to sleep. I was quite aroused at the time but didn't try to take advantage

So gradually W is letting her guard down letting me touch her, just a few weeks back she would have jumped out of the bed at the slightest contact with me.

So I'll let things roll on as they are, but I still feel we should both be being more proactive rather than apparently drifting along.