Reclaiming myself and my life, part 2

[cat03]

you've spread pleanty of goodwill on my heart just now frank, I sit here as I discover yet another betrayal from my H I read your posts and the one from grasshoper (oh, dear GH, where art thou?) and it does so good to my soul to read these powerful posts.

I'm here with you Frank, hurting as I let go, letting God take over because at this point it seems a lost cause... but...God is the God of the imposible, if it is for our best we'll get our Ss back... if not, then let it be, with His grace we will survive.

Also thanks to Astimegoeson, with your permission, I'm quoting you on my tread over at piecing, your words are what i need right now.

Sometimes I think about me loving the "husk" my H is righ now, whatever goodness he had is gone or almost non-existant. I see the physical part of him which reminds me of the good times, but that good part is gone, what's comanding that body right now is a selfish alien who thinks only of himself regardless how much I give or sacrifice for him.