Saturday I was ready to hold up the white flag and admit defeat. The last two days presented some positives that have me confused again and thinking there may still be hope. My boss is going to court tomorrow to end her marriage and she doesn't see hope for mine. I guess I will continue to hold out hope as long as I haven't had any papers delivered to me. Don't get me wrong, H will still have to change before everything is rosie, but I do want to try to focus on the positives.
1. H locked the door on his way out last night. I know, really small, but something he hasn't done in a long time. 2. H called yesterday during the day to tell me he was going shopping. Then he called me on his way back to work. Just happy he shared a little of himself w/ me. 3. I was having a superduper fabulous hair day today. Of course H was running a little late and didn't see me before I left for work. I got a lot of comments about how good my hair looked today so I took a pic. on my phone and was going to send it to H. I decided not to send it because I didn't want to be pushy. Since it was both snowing and raining here today it didn't look so great when H saw me tonight. I told him about the pic and sent it to him. H liked the pic and liked another I had on my phone better so I sent him that too. 4. It was H's evening w/ Ds. H asked if I had plans to go somewhere or if I wanted to stay at the house because of the roads. I opted for the house and offered to make dinner. 5. H had an appt. today w/ someone who isn't his horrible C. H also told me he had to pick up a script from the pharm. 6. H seemed to be in a good mood tonight. 7. When H was leaving he came back in and told me to be carefully it was going to get very icey. H also opened the garage (opener is broken) so I could pull my car in. 8. I cleaned the snow off the drive before H got home so I didn't look so needy.
